Saturday, March 26, 2011

Rancangan

Orang cakap kita perlu rancang kehidupan. Dan kemudian sama ada rancangan itu jadi atau tidak itu kerja tuhan. Kalau kerja, I boleh nampak siapa I di masa akan datang. Kalau I belek-belek muka I boleh spot bahagian mana yang perlu diberi perhatian. Kalau kehidupan, I nampak satu lembaga yang lebih kurang rupanya macam tidak letak apa-apa gambar di facebook profile. At least kalau I tau dia siapa I boleh rancang untuk hadapi masa depan kalau gaji dia sebesar kuman atau gaji dia sebesar rumah. At least I boleh belajar masak apa yang dia suka makan. At least, at least.

I rancang nak hidup  untuk cari redha tuhan. Yang lain tak berapa penting sangat.

Monday, March 14, 2011

letting go.

It has always been there. it has never left me. it has never been heal. it hides itself so well in that tiny corner of my heart that i have missed spotting it.


so why hasn't it been removed? why hasn't it left me? why does it hurt so when it was supposed to be all over?


letting go takes a lot of time, efforts and beliefs.

Monday, March 7, 2011

This is it

I think i do love to like him
I don't know what it is
I just don't know
sigh

Love is tiring
Love is demanding
Love is torture mentally, emotionally and phisycally.